I’m just so tired.
Of dreaming about my perfect life.
A life that is light years away,
Millions of seconds into the future,
And yet thousands of days into the past.
I have more poems than these three but they’re too bad/personal to post so I’m leaving it at this haha. This was written December of 2013. Still applies lol but I see it in a less depressing light now. I take this reality more as the ebb and flow of life and events.
If nothing else other than compiling my fav old poems in one place this was also an interesting exercise of reading old poems and seeing whether or not i still agreed with what they had to say. Makes me wonder what I’ll grow to think about the other topics I’ve written about since on here.