longing. is that the word for it?
all i know is that when he leaves i miss him instantly.
I wish he was still here next to me.
I wish I could turn my head and see his stupid face
with his stupid, cute nose and his blue eyes
and all his freckles/moles that dot his entire body.
all i know is that when he leaves
my room feels emptier
and something feels like it has gone missing.
I want him to be close to me
I want to be close to him,
Feel his hands caressing my body
his lips tasting my skin and his warmth radiating over me.
All i know is i miss him.
I want to hear his voice and his dumb laugh
hear his labored breaths underneath me or over me
All I know is that I want him.
Really fucking bad.